Craig Ainsworth pictured with his beloved dogs, Lilo and Stitch, before his passing. Credit : Facebook – Craig Ainsworth
There’s heartbreak this week after Craig Ainsworth – a former Royal Marine and once a bodyguard to the Beckhams – was found dead in Spain.
His mother, Sally, confirmed the devastating news after a desperate search that began when Craig disappeared following a haunting farewell he posted on Facebook.
Originally from Enfield, north London, Craig had lived an extraordinary life. He’d protected some of the most famous names in the world, including David and Victoria Beckham, Jennifer Lawrence and Johnny Depp. But behind the security roles and the tough exterior was a man battling invisible wounds — and trying to make sense of life after war, lockdown, and loss.
The Heartbreaking goodbye that sparked a nationwide search
Craig’s final message, shared online just before the weekend, read more like a love letter to the life he had lived — and lost. In it, he described the ‘tremendous pain’ he’d carried since the pandemic, and how lockdown had ‘destroyed everything [he] had built’.
He spoke of the weight of grief after losing eleven friends to suicide in just sixteen months — fellow veterans, friends, people he’d shared life and purpose with. Yet even as he wrote his goodbye, he did so with raw honesty and affection: “I lived the life of ten men… with a pure heart and good intentions.”
His words were poetic, painful, and real. “To live is the rarest thing in the world,” he wrote, quoting Oscar Wilde. “Most people exist, that is all.” He wasn’t bitter. Just tired. And full of love for those he was leaving behind — even his dogs, Lilo and Stitch, to whom he promised they’d “play forever” on the other side.
From Royal Marine to Celebrity bodyguard: How Craig Ainsworth became a mental health mentor
Craig’s journey took him from the chaos of Afghanistan to guarding A-list celebrities. He worked with the Beckhams between 2013 and 2015 and spoke fondly of them. “David was charming,” he once said. “Victoria kept to herself. With the spotlight they’re under, their kids were incredibly well-behaved. They’re clearly doing something right.”
But Craig didn’t stop at just keeping others safe. After struggling with his own demons, he became a coach, mentor, and founder of Virtuous Savage — a space where he helped others face their fears, rebuild confidence and challenge limiting beliefs. He wanted to help people like him — those carrying scars the world didn’t see.
Last year, he published his memoir The Discombobulated Alpha, where he laid it all bare — the battles, the bravado, and the breakdowns.
An outpouring of love — and a powerful legacy
News of Craig’s death has touched many. Friends, family and complete strangers have been leaving heartfelt tributes across social media. “Thank you for your service, Craig. A brave Royal Marine,” wrote one. Another simply said: “You helped more people than you’ll ever know.”
At the time of writing, it’s still not clear where exactly he was found or the full circumstances. What is clear, though, is the deep impact Craig left behind.
He lived loud, loved hard, and gave what he could until he couldn’t anymore.
And while his story ends in silence, the conversations he started about mental health, grief, masculinity, and resilience will go on — because of him.